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Who: Potemkin, Ky Kiske
What: These characters actually acting as statesmen for once.
When: Xrd
Where: Illyria
The location is one chosen to be appease and impress anyone who could come in, but the surroundings get a small share of the attention compared to the attendees. The place is filled with so many people with important sounding names and each with their own duties and allegiances, one's focus could easily get lost in the busyness of that alone. It's a test of the mind, and its skill and endurance, to manage keeping track of what is going on, who is moving to where and what room, and the content of what is being said by so many different voices, and that's not getting into the things not meant to be noticed. . .
What: These characters actually acting as statesmen for once.
When: Xrd
Where: Illyria

The location is one chosen to be appease and impress anyone who could come in, but the surroundings get a small share of the attention compared to the attendees. The place is filled with so many people with important sounding names and each with their own duties and allegiances, one's focus could easily get lost in the busyness of that alone. It's a test of the mind, and its skill and endurance, to manage keeping track of what is going on, who is moving to where and what room, and the content of what is being said by so many different voices, and that's not getting into the things not meant to be noticed. . .
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In other words, the venue looks rich to make the rich feel richer.
So Ky's thoughts go, as he politely navigates the verbal minefield of the room. He gave the designer and host plenty of credit for the amount of consideration behind planning the event, but these types of gatherings are hardly ever a moment for relaxation or enjoyment. It's a time for politicians, lords, and diplomats to reestablish connections, reaffirm their positions, and reassure their political partners. It's the equivalent of holding multiple international meetings all at once: A concentrated liquid shot of neutral looks, smiles that never reach one's eyes, and so many firm-yet-not-too-firm handshakes.
Ky isn't fond of these types of things. He's the kind of person who even dodges attending the celebration of victory, despite his position, opting to ask the other two kings to attend in his place on an annual basis. Attending to the protection of his citizens was far more worth his time. But this one couldn't be avoided, no matter how many excuses he tried to reach for. The individuals of high society needed to see him, to be encouraged by his presence in some way or another.
Or to find more reasons to share rumors. That certainly feels like the case sometimes with the way he incited whispers and coy glances as he passed people.
A very large and very familiar figure catches the corner of his eye, but he doesn't call out or try to catch the man's attention. This is a formal affair, he reminds himself. Here, he is the High King of Illyria. And the man in the distance is Potemkin of Zepp. They represent two nations technically at odds with each other in both philosophy and technology. He can't show preference or favoritism here.
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At least he has an excuse to look at Ky, because nobody else is going without at least a glance at the king when he walks through the room. Even though he tilts his head, his expression betrays nothing, no dislike or approval for the man in either direction. The guest he had been talking to might be different, but Potemkin seems unamused by Ky, which from Potemkin is intimidating in its own way.
The moment only lasts so long as it takes to peak though, before everyone at least pretends to go back entirely to what they were talking about. Invisibly the effect lasts longer on Potemkin, because he starts to make the maneuvers to politely drop out of the conversation.
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Whether it's true or not, Ky doesn't care. He wants to do what he believes is important for reconstruction. He won't let others convince him otherwise.
As he struggles to get away from the insistent gentleman, a few other guests begin softly chatting to each other about previous attempts to win the king's support. Their whispers are low, but not completely discreet, as they wonder whether the gentleman will manage to accomplish his goals through sheer persistence. Their talk soon shifts to Ky, however, with mention of his 'youth' and 'political inexperience' popping up again as a theme. This time also brings the addition of a new phrase — his 'lack of appreciation' for the people of high society.
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Potemkin can reach about the back of the crowd that's become witness to Ky being boxed in with a business proposal, and like this he's another set of ears. Potemkin is not so universally trusting of everyone here to not think there might be someone with a little more than mild doubts about the current leadership attending.
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So, instead, they spoke of him as a person.
Potemkin might as be a wall or a statue with the way this group acted completely oblivious to his presence. What started as questions into whether Ky had any 'fun' hobbies soon wandered into the topic of his possible love life. And, just like that, her words caused the group to murmur all at once. Their imaginations soared with possibilities. The group broke into laughter at their own silly joke. They held up their wine glasses and clinked them together in some drunken gesture of congratulations for their cleverness. More words were exchanged so casually and without a care in the world. They wanted to see a flaw in Ky, joked of it, giggled about seeing him with a sullied reputation. The thought amused them far too much to let go.
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Or so it goes written off by Potemkin. It's what he can tell himself, his lone path for solace, when he's in an environment where he can't admit to have felt anything. So he holds onto it so tightly, if it had been with his hands the skin between his finger would have gone pale and his knuckles would have locked.
Potemkin has gone quiet, so he starts to have some heads turn toward him, though they remain on the opposite end of the room past his notice. It's not nearly to the riotous level the King attracts, the giant man is more of a curiosity and partly a pity.
'Did you see, Mr. Zepp had to come all on his own.'
'It must be lonely, to come from one of those barely there nations. You know that this is all they have.'
'Not necessarily, in fact I've got a tip from a drunken warhawk that he's been seeing someone.'
The group reaches a communal lack of a surprise that the lonely, quiet, talked-about soldier would be a shy one.
'I hope the poor man learns a thing or two about life before he gets wringed dry. He seems like the very picture of a target.'
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After a moment or two more of this needless back and forth, Ky finally and abruptly excuses himself from the conversation. He can practically feel the eyes on him as he steps away, knowing glances that had expected this to happen. These people are no stranger to the sight of it, after all. He vaguely wonders if he lasted longer than expected this time around... then dismisses the thought. What they think doesn't matter to him. All of the important speeches and declarations have been made, the important people have been spoken with, and he's reached the limit of his patience. It's as good a time to take his leave as any and leave these people to the rest of it.
At least he tries to leave gracefully, calmly giving others a parting nod or word before stepping out of the room. He fully expects words and whispers to follow him — 'when the cat's away...' however that saying goes — which only justifies how quickly he puts distance between him and the enormous dining area where the event is being held.
He needs a moment of peace.
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Since he's stayed where he was, Potemkin can hear the same crowd talk again, about the youngest to be crowned King's ungratefulness, his mockable will and unavoidable inclination toward disrespect, like a dog that can't hold its messes within its bladder. Potemkin would rather them all fade into background noise, but he is stuck, because it would be blindingly obvious if he moved fast for anything, let alone gave chase. So as he looks at the spot where Ky used to be bilious words creep in around him.
If he can't walk toward Ky, at least he can walk anywhere else. Potemkin hugs the walls of the dinning room, until he hits one of several doors that lead to the balcony outside. Even though it is the opposite direction Ky went in, it's possible that he can go around the room and find out where Ky left to.
attempting to sleep early didn't work...... :c
But Potemkin will not find Ky in either of these rooms.
Thankfully, with the way the building curves in a slightly horseshoe-like shape, a glimpse of Ky can be caught through the windows as he passes by the long curtains. They sway as he briskly walks by, heading down the long hall and into a more isolated area where another study is located. A private one, Ky recalls, that isn't accessible by the balcony and is far away enough from the guest area where he can organize his thoughts.
He's been invited to this venue enough times to know where he can sneak away from everyone else. The only positive to regularly receiving these sorts of invitations, perhaps.
Aw dang :(
Potemkin makes a slow lap around the balcony, passing by the party, and the empty rooms, until he sees a brief glimpse of white clothing that stands out for being the only other moving object in these abandoned parts of the building.
"Ky?"
Potemkin's hand reflexively goes to a window that's near him, but it hits him before he pulls it up that there's no way he can fit through it. He'll have to wait for an opening that's wider than his shoulders. For a second Potemkin regrets that he respects the hosts too much to make a bigger opening, before without hesitation he jumps over the railing. No tree could stand in his way, and Potemkin partly hopes that there's one to cover the noise.
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What an honor it is to be invited here.
Turning to glance inside the room, his eyes quickly spot a luxurious chair beside the desk. He seats himself heavily, leaning his head back and sighing again. The room is quiet. It feels like he can manage his own thoughts and feelings again. Thank Heaven.
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It doesn't take long to make it to the other side of the building. As for making it back up to the right level, Potemkin climbs up the side of the building with surprising swiftness, a column like a fireman's pole in his hands. From the viewpoint of attached to the wall it's easy to take a look inside at what the rooms held, and Potemkin is relieved at the sighting of Ky with - graciously - a double pane window. With some more clambering he's there, Potemkin lightly taps the glass to get Ky to deal with the lock, an understated signal compared to how conspicuous him hanging outside the window must be.
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Standing, his answer becomes instantly clear. Ky's body moves before his mind even registers the man on the other side of the glass. He hastily reaches for the lock, nimble fingers unlatching it, and pushes the panes open. He can't believe who he's seeing right now. He doesn't even wait for his visitor to enter completely before he's speaking.
"Potemkin?"
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Potemkin gives a grave address fitting for a government agent even as he eagerly fits his body through the window, arms first. His upper half makes it to the room alone, and the reach of his arms shows again how truly large he is, his sprawling on the ground taking up good area of the floor before the window. Potemkin finishes getting inside with a series of little hops that take his legs up and then off the windowsill, though the flourishes are mostly for show when there's very little chance of falling off with the heaviest part of his body already inside and over the ledge.
Potemkin doesn't skip a beat standing up, like none of what was in front of Ky just happened. Though the physical proof remains, because Potemkin hasn't noticed the leaves on his suit. "I couldn't help but notice that you went missing."
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"I..." Ky's still a little stunned, trying to recover from the quick turnaround in mood. "I just needed a moment to myself."
A beat. And then he reaches out to gently brush the leaves off Potemkin's suit.
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Potemkin's eyes goes to Ky's hand and he raises his eyebrows in curiosity, an expression that immediately collapses into understanding when a leaf falls off.
"Thank you."
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"You're welcome," he says somberly. "I'm sorry if you heard anything disgraceful. Those people can be very... crude with their words sometimes."
And it wouldn't be the first time they said such things.
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What a truly gracious man Ky is, to apologize for the actions of other guests. A part of Potemkin wants to admonish the excessive sense of responsibility, just like old times, but he knows that this is part of what marks him as a gifted leader.
Still quiet, Potemkin moves his body to help out Ky's hands. He twists, giving Ky access to a new stretch of cloth. But when Ky would have reached for it, Potemkin rests a hand over one of his forearms.
"Ky..."
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When Potemkin gently halts his arm, Ky looks up with wide eyes. His apologetic expression still remains, though it's slowly giving way to concern.
"Yes...?"
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Potemkin's hand doesn't close all the way around Ky's arm, staying there only for his presence. He brings his other arm around Ky's back, and it sways like the branch of a tree to hook around him.
"Nothing that comes from a person of that character could affect me. But I was worried for you."
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"You needn't worry about me," Ky says softly into Potemkin's torso. His shoulders relax in the larger man's hold. "I've likely heard what they've had to say before. Their words mean nothing to me."
And yet, Ky can't deny he's still affected. "It's simply... disappointing to hear. Of all the issues they choose to focus on— if they put that much effort into reconstruction efforts, their provinces would be far better for everyone..."
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"You are tired," Potemkin says like it's no judgement on the man's strength. Ky is one of the strongest men he knows, so in his eyes that's all the proof that anyone could possibly demand that anyone would be exhausted from what he said.
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Ky sighs heavily as he rests his head against firm muscle, grateful there's at least someone else who is stronger during this moment of exhaustion.
He has no words, no excuses for himself. How convenient it would be to blame this on aging, though. To blame it on losing that spark that once made him feel like he could take on all the evils of the world at once. To cut through the darkest shadow within a night and unveil the light by morning. He doesn't usually feel like he's 'getting old,' but moments like this — when he compares himself to the man he was just ten years ago — usually do the trick. And, despite his thoughts, it never really helps his mood.
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"Would you like for us to have a seat?" Potemkin asks, in plural for 'we, together' . He's not going to stop hugging him to walk across the room. He prepares for moving by lowering his arm, enough to pick up Ky's legs if need be.
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His thoughts (overthinking, really) abruptly halt as he feels the both of them moving. Ky is stunned once again as Potemkin practically lifts him as they walk. He reflexively takes hold of the larger man's suit to keep himself steady. He's utterly bewildered. It isn't exactly a common occurrence for someone to boldly move the king like this.
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Potemkin is the one who puts his butt in the seat. He stretches, adjusting to holding Ky while he lowered himself to sit. Ky is constantly kept against his chest, though now he has Potemkin's whole body under him and he's for the first time eye level with Potemkin's head.
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He's rested on top of Potemkin, like a princess in the hands of a giant knight, and Ky looks down to gaze at that broadly chiseled face and pale eyes. Just a moment ago, they were like strangers. And now...
Ky relaxes. Now, they are like lovers. His expression softens as a hand raises up to gently trace Potemkin's cheekbone.
"You shouldn't reward me for behaving like this," he lightly chastises.
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"There's discipline, and then there's cruelty." With that said, Potemkin is thoroughly into distracting Ky from the event that they both left behind. Potemkin raises his other hand, the one that is not holding Ky to him, and cautiously stretches it toward Ky, like handling something very precious. The tools they have to work with may be unequal, but Potemkin manages to return the gesture and his hand cups the side of Ky's head.
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"Don't pay any mind to what they said," Ky advises. "Their words will only drive you mad, and your madness will only encourage them."
Ky gives Potemkin a warm and gentle little smile. "We know the truth about each other... that is all I care about."
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"That's all that matters to me too. I know who you really are," Potemkin says, softly but with a deep confidence.
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His dear partner sounds so confident, though, that Ky can't help his amusement. He adjusts his position, leaning forward on Potemkin's chest.
"I have no doubt that you do," he says. And then, with a playful smile on his lips, he asks, "Then... who am I?"
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Ky's smile, with its bright emotion and subtle curve, could enthrall him alone... but he must be focused. After all, it's his arm that Ky is resting against.
"Well, you are exactly the man you appear to be," Potemkin resumes. No matter what angle he has to speak at, or how close Ky's face looks, Potemkin keeps the conviction in his voice independent of how entertained Ky appears to be. "You are a man who cares and loves the world, that proves honestly what you will do to protect it."
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Instead, Ky sighs as he finds comfort in the sound of Potemkin's heartbeat.
"...your heart is truly as large as it seems," he says fondly. "Zepp is fortunate to have a devoted man such as you."
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Potemkin continues affectionately touching Ky's head, hitting the back of it now that his face is away from the outside. Potemkin's hand goes all the way from top to bottom with each stroke, shading Ky's entire resting head at the beginning.
"It's fortunate that I do have such a mighty heart. But it will always belong to you."
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But is he overthinking it? He isn't sure.
It takes a little bit, but Ky finally finds words that express his own feelings without revealing a possible misunderstanding about Potemkin's.
"And you, mine," he responds. It's a simple answer, but hopefully Potemkin understands. If Ky possesses Potemkin's heart, then Potemkin also owns Ky's. An equal exchange.
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"Ky..." Potemkin sighs, not loudly enough to disturb the man carried against his chest but heavy with his affection still.
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He treasures this man, he thinks as he drifts off. He cherishes everything that makes up the man named Potemkin.
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But for now, they can continue staying together. Potemkin is glad for that, and that in this brief meeting within a meeting he succeeded in bringing Ky some peace.